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Name: Omega
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Birthday: 4/8/1900
Gender: Female
Interests: Money, Sucess, Fame, Glamour, Fashion, Dreadfalls, Hairspray, Make up, Nail polish, TEENYBOPPERS, True love, Fashion, Japan, Tokyo, Leopard print, Kisses, Piercings, Bod Modification, Boys, GiRLs, Musikk, Concerts, Bracelets, Rainbows, Gay/Lesbian Pride, Cyber Goths/Punks, Neon Colors, Goggles, Bondage Pants, Plastik, Pale Skin, Synthetikk hair, Vinyle, Platform boots, Electro, Glitter, LOLLiP0PS. Ear Candy... Kill Hannah, Ladytron, Le Trigre,Freezepops, Prozzak, MSI, The Capricorns, Gravy Train !!!!, The Penfifteen Club, Shiny Toy Gun, Dresden Dolls, Birthday Massacre, Marilyn Manson, Murderdolls, Nine Inch Nails, Kittie, Head Automatic, The Plastics, Bjork, Frou Frou, Sneaker Pimps, The Cure, Bright Eyes, AFI, Anti-World, The Psycidellic Furs, The Strokes, Yeah Yeah Yeahs, The Distillers, The Faint, Muse, Miss Kittin, Peaches, Iggy Pop, et
Expertise: Wouldn't you like to know?
Occupation: Retired
Industry: Hospitality
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AIM:  synthetikk heart
AIM: synthetikk heart
AIM: synthetikk heart
AIM: synthetikk heart
AIM: synthetikk heart
Member Since:
10/29/2005
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| I can't fake it anymore...
I'm not happy. My smile isn't pure anymore. My heart is turning to stone.
I just want to be loved. I just want some happiness in my life. I want to stop hating everything. I want to stop hating my life. I want to stop doing the things I do.
I blame part of this on you. You toyed with me so fucking much. That I taught myself not to trust anyone anymore. And now you come back to me? For what? You tell me how I destroyed your life even though I lay so very broken myself.
Now I can't even look into his eyes. Because what I see looking back is lies apon lies. Or perhaps I'm just looking into the mirror. I don't what I am.
You say I'm paranoid. I'm not. I see it with my eyes whats going on.
I hate my life, i hate everything around me. i hate people for being so fucking selfish. i hate myself for being so goddamn weak.
I hate my life with all its bullshit lies. I hate everything around me with its descusting filth. I hate people for being so fucking selfish and uncaring. I hate myself for be so goddamn weak and being so goddamn thoughtful anymore.
I hate how I care about everyone so much and all I get nothing in return. I hate how all I can feel is pain anymore. I hate how you fucked me over so baddly. How you made me cry so many times. I hate you for breaking me and now I can't trust anyone again.
I FUCKING HATE YOU SO MUCH.
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